There are times during the day when I feel like killing myself. As most depressed people do, I dwell on the past, mostly on failures. I failed as a son, a brother and a friend when I was growing up. I used to want my friends to fail and was selfish to everyone around me. And I still think I am. I want to be a better person, and I want to be able to do it without thinking about it.
I think I might have to go see a shrink soon. I just feel so helpless sometimes.
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